If I'm ever asked if I want the good news or the bad news first I want the bad news...get the crappy stuff out of the way and move onto more pleasant thoughts.
So that's what I'm doing today...first I'll discuss the crap and then share layouts. :)
At 6:15am tomorrow Sean is having surgery. Nothing major...totally an outpatient procedure and ultimately it'll be a good thing since he's having various aspects of his nose repaired so that he can finally start to breathe out of both nostrils normally...but it's surgery.
Rationally I know surgeries occur thousands upon thousands of times every single day...with my Dad I grew up around surgery...I wore scrubs as pajamas, stood quietly by during seemingly endless post-op checks as dad did his rounds, the doctor's lounge was our playground with it's big screen TV and pool table.
Tomorrow though I have to sit in a waiting room and wait. Two plus hours of most likely torturing myself with worry, getting jumpy every time I see any doctor come out to debrief a family member...I grew up around surgery...I know that there is always a chance that something totally routine can go wrong.
I can be perfectly rational, but honestly I'm pretty much terrified and will be until they lead me back to see a groggy, bandaged up Sean.
So if you wouldn't mind sending a good thought out, or crossing your fingers, or saying a prayer it would mean so much to me.
Okay thanks for putting up with my dramatic nervousness...now the good stuff...well I'm not saying these are particularly good actually their fairly uncreative...but it was loads of fun to dive into new patterns and put stuff together...
